spent 3 hours doing it.. hope you girls like it. ^^

okay. now about some freaking pissing off stuffs.
you stupid idiot. cant you see that i like you? you suck you know.
you can make me smile to a screen like an idiot when i talk to you on fb and msn.
even though its childish, its a little fun to poke you on fb.
you're the first person i think of now when i'm not feeling fine.
you give me a huge headache cause i dont know what you want at all.
you make me guess and guess and guess.
you can make me forget all the frustrating stuffs when we talk.
i'm lucky that i didn't confess and i wont.
lucky that i'm not nuts to do so.
i give up.
i'm going to avoid you and if you want to change anything, you'll have to make the first move. if not, you wait till november lorh. wait till you happy. wait till i feel like talking to you. wait till i forget you.
i really dont know leh. are you flirting with me or what? seriously lorh. your words....
UGH! i'm not talking to you anymore.
i like you but i know if we're together, it wont turn out well because the way we treat relationship is totally different. So no matter what, i wont harbour any thoughts anymore.

its either people are getting complicated or i'm getting more stupid. i really dont understand you all you know and its making me go mad mad mad. I'd rather everything was like a year back, when we dont know much about each other yet. when our friendship was still starting. when everything was still pure, crystal clear. then our friendship now would not have been so complicated and i wouldn't be so frustrated thinking of how to communicate properly with you, what you are thinking and why are you doing all this. do you even treat us as your friends?