HEY! i have something to say! teeehees! to my dearest friends, my heartfelt words for you.

Confessions:

Lydia Tan - Thank you for being there for me when all those nightmares happened. you're the one who helped me out from that pit. thanks for always listening to me cry and listening to my whines and troubles even when its really stupid at times. you're my second best ever friend. thanks alot. and i really hope the what if's that i said wont happen to us cause the relationship between us is like changing a little. and i'll cry for you. hope i dont have expiry date. ):


Michelle Tan - dearest table partner! thanks for always sleeping in class with me! lols! just JOKING! but really, thanks alot for always being beside me, asking if i'm okay when i'm in a bad mood, cheering me up, making me laugh with ALL your retarded jokes! sorry if i'm neglecting you recently cause i think i lost some of my humour genes. sorry lah! but i'll always have a place for you in my heart.


Mei Yee - i know you've always been there quietly for me. you were like a pillar that i can fall on any time cause i know you'll be there. thanks for taking in all the attitude that i gave you and still standby me all the time, always making the effort to ask if i'm okay even when you know you're on top of the volcano.


Geoffrey Sin - Hey retard! thanks for always calling me a retarded huh! but anyway, i'm glad i have a study buddy like you. also, thanks for your long 'counselling' at times when i'm feeling down. thanks for being a part of BMGS. and being my support last year! i'm really thankful for whatever you've done for me and all that 'dont care lah' talks. really TYVM


Jian Xiong - HAH! didn't expect that i will mention you right?! but i cant deny that you change my life a lot. you turned it upside down. lols! in a good way, i suppose. i recently realise, life wasn't boring the past 2 years because i had you. you've always been there for me, like almost anytime but i wasn't satisfied. i wanted every single time. but now, i know i've been too selfish. anyway, thanks a lot alright! you gave me wonderful memories to keep! (:


Gerald See Toh - you're my first guy best friend! and i can tell you anything and everything teehees! thanks a lot! you've been there for me each and every hard times i went through. you're always ready to listen to me whine. without fail, every single time. if i have something i cant say to others, i know i can tell you. you're just like my big brother, always sheltering me from anything and somehow, you just make me feel that my secrets are safe with you. so thank you!


Wei Jian - ummm... thanks for being a great listener. and yea.... i hope you put everything down asap. we'll be great friends! (: talk more lah. stop being like andrew!


Sebastian Phua - thanks for being my twinny once. you've once been an amazing friend. i can share almost everything with you. and i'm really grateful to have you as a friend and grateful i had BMGS with me last year. but now, i dont know what happened to us. your attitude really irritates me a lot now.


Maple Tan - thanks for being my best friend. you gave me many memories to keep. and for you, i've also shed a lot of tears. i know we've tried to get our friendship going again but its not working. even though i dont want to, my mind is shunning away from any memories of you. trying to forget you. the way our friendship turned out really broke my heart. now, all i want to do is just to forget everything. i'm really sorry but i cant remember our memories together. they are all rather blur in my head now. but i believe, after awhile, it will all come back again. when i see you and i dont feel that heartache anymore, i believe thats when we can truly be friends again.


this is still my wallpaper. and whenever i see it, i still feel the heartache. i should really remove it soon. when i can bear to do so.